Love The Mama
I
found
this quote today:
The
most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother.
I've
heard this before, and always rather thought of it in the context of 'keeping
the family together.'
Now,
since my children have essentially grown up without a father in the classic
sense, it rather took me aback today, to find out I had a new perspective.
Being
a father doesn't mean being the breadwinner.
It doesn't mean being the disciplinarian.
It doesn't mean anything, anymore, in today's society, other than one of
an infinite number of permutations on the role that a man plays in a child's
life.
Some biological fathers are absent.
Some are part-time contributors to a child's life.
Some are full-time, in the absence of a mother.
Some are step-fathers or uncles or big brothers who have taken on the
responsibility for being an integral part of a child's life? and within this
group, even, there are varying degrees of involvement and ultimate
responsibility.
So
why, in this day and age, when 'fatherhood' is such an impossible-to-define
role, does this statement still make so much sense to me?
I
think it's because of my current situation.
My children, as I've said, have lived essentially all of their lives
without a father.
It's been 'me and the kids' for most of the time, alone.
Granted, there are and have been periodic interjections from biological
dads and other interested parties alike, but when push has come to shove, it's
been us against the world, alone? without anyone reliable for my kids to think
of in that role? even one not called 'father.'
But
lately, it's come to my attention that the one man in their lives to date who
has tried carefully to avoid even LOOKING like he wants to be a 'father' for
them has done just the thing none of the other men in their lives have? he's
loved me.
And
in loving me, he's freed my love, my patience, my laughter, my soul.
He's given me a source of support, so that I'm not all stressed out
trying to deal with life and take care of my kids at the same time.
He's made me smile, given me back that sparkle, and allowed me to love my
kids even more demonstrably than ever.
(c) Copyright 2002 by Sunny Simmons
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